Well, for those on the up and up scene, Anna Nicole Smith died. Well, I can say she did not OD on Trimspace (oh goodness, I am having a spastic attack on remembering those commercials.) It is terrible that she died, but anyone could see how her life spiraled out of control.
On other news, much closer to myself, Luis officially submitted the fees and information to have his lawyer file the Dissolution of Marriage papers. He just seems so calm about it and at times cruel to me. It really hurts. Sometimes I can think of when I have been that way, but this is over the top. I have made a list of a few wants, which seemed reasonable, and told him I want joint custody. He wanted full custody, but adhered to my wishes because I really have no time or the money to contest it. And I believe if I had expressed this to my father, Luis would have stood no chance. My father and I decided upon this as I need the proper counciling from his experience. He regretted not having full custody of my sisters and I when we were younger. It took him 3 years and a lot of evidence, plus my own mother’s huge slip up with drugs that finally got us where we are today. I want to at least have some say in my son’s future.
I am his mother and am entitled to it. I do trust Luis, but he has learned a lot of bad habits from his mother (Luis is entitled to love his mother unconditionally, but his failure to see the real her and how it has molded him as a man today is very disappointing), and I do not want my son to become a quitter or even a possessive prideful man. Those are the only two faults that Luis has… otherwise he is practically the perfect gentleman to the public eye. I have my own faults, but in our relationship, I have been the one bullied to change like a pet project.
Okay, enough on that. It gets kind of depressing to talk about it especially when there is nothing else that I can do because he does not want to even try to hold our relationship and family together. :droop:
I have opened a new website: Blogtopsite.net. It is a topsite for blogs. I am thinking of doing a prize, like featured member spot and banner advertising for a month for monthly winners. For now, go on ahead and try it. I joined myself.
Oh, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE vote for me at Honeycakes.nu’s Site of the Month Contest. I have not been in any type of voting contest for months, so please ease my heart and vote for me. :kiss:
Also, I am looking to open a new project. This one involves a combination of a listing (like BlogCatalog) but I want to have some articles on sites with webmasters of blogs that are blog celebrity-like. Basically the goal of the article is feature different sites by telling about the site, and the webmaster, then interviewing the webmaster. The bloggers interviewed are people that are noticeably visited and can be either liked, or even be conflicting…. nevertheless, they know what it takes to get others interested in visiting, even adoring them. This is a free project, but each person involved would be linked in the about page. If interested, please comment. I have not registered the domain yet as I want to see if anyone might be dedicated to this type of project. There use to be a site in the past and I forgot the link, but even though the site exists, it has not been updated in almost 3 years.
I want to mention that Pixelled Listings is steadily growing. Please keep those links coming. I am very happy to see some old faces turn up on the listings.